so green

Uh, back to Sam, he'd be such a threat to Lilith, because if they are both wood from the same tree, Sam has had more time to be alive, he's stronger and more powerful, she doesn't have the same effect on him as she does on regular Joes and he has had training (honing his abilities). I would see this as the reason why Lilith would want Sam out of the way, why she'd fear him. If this is what she became after only so few years of life, imagine what would Sam become. Plus, let's not forget that Azazel had all this faith in Sam being able to pull it off. Lilith is just seizing her opportunity, if Azazel's plans had gone down according to his original scheming, there would be no room for Lilith's antagonism since she'd pose no threat whatsoever to Sam's leadership.

Clearly I: a) caught wind, b) am somewhat rambly and unfocused, and c) cannot put this kind of thinking process to use when writing actual meta posts, there must be something about the comments, like, I can't handle the pressure of this level of exposition in my own posts, but on someone else's comments (with the obvious incentive, of course) I get the freedom I do not allow myself. Apparently where Lilith seems to lack boundaries (according to me), I have too many, mostly self-imposed.

What does that say about me?

Also, please notice how my icon has never been put to better use :)