Tears in Heaven
Feb. 26th, 2007 11:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tea_and_inkYesterday, sunday 25th, was a month since Evan's passing, which means that Max spent the entire day in my apartment trying to get me to stop crying and kicking stuff, it would have worked if he weren't cursing so much, but alas.
Anyway, at some point we decided that tv wasn't really doing the trick, so lets clean (I swear it was Max's idea) is all good, until we reach the stack of books by my bedside. There were three books that I never returned to Evan, two pictures inside one of them, another one had a dead leaf between its pages. I also found a pair of socks Evan left last time he was around and we never found in time before he left, a blue jersey I stole from him, and a shoe, he never mentioned being one-shoe-short...
After that, I kicked more stuff.
Tears in Heaven by Eric Clapton was on repeat for god knows how long before we realizad we'd heard that song before.
Also, this... uh... poem? came out while "The Godfather, Part III" was on commercial break. Absolutely unbetaed, so you've been warned.
I really have no idea what is it about... I thought it was about Evan, but then I read it again... and yeah, no idea. Still, I like it so, I don't care.
Anyway, at some point we decided that tv wasn't really doing the trick, so lets clean (I swear it was Max's idea) is all good, until we reach the stack of books by my bedside. There were three books that I never returned to Evan, two pictures inside one of them, another one had a dead leaf between its pages. I also found a pair of socks Evan left last time he was around and we never found in time before he left, a blue jersey I stole from him, and a shoe, he never mentioned being one-shoe-short...
After that, I kicked more stuff.
Tears in Heaven by Eric Clapton was on repeat for god knows how long before we realizad we'd heard that song before.
Also, this... uh... poem? came out while "The Godfather, Part III" was on commercial break. Absolutely unbetaed, so you've been warned.
Elusiveness
That time, that brief second of freedom when I was allowed to fly. When my body didn’t restrain my mind.
That volatile moment when an entire life was summed up.
When everything was important, yet nothing mattered.
When I was emptied from the world and at the same time, filled with a completely new one.
I will never forget the most thrilling instant of me life so far.
I will never forget being here. Being there.
I really have no idea what is it about... I thought it was about Evan, but then I read it again... and yeah, no idea. Still, I like it so, I don't care.
