Yeah, it does make sense she'd want to keep a tight leash on it because of fear it gets too big to handle, but still there's a certain cognitive dissonance involved with her actions/reasons and the woman who raised me, you know? The more I think about it, the more convinced I am that's the thing. Plus people's rights being violated ::is dramatic::

It feels SO good too, like, for a while I held myself from posting about it because I thought it would betray mom's trust somehow (never mind that this is highly unlikely to get back to her), but nah, it's just liberating. And then there's the added bonus of extra clarity/organization of thoughts provided. So.

::clings::